youkoyu的酸酸地盘

  首先,本人本不喜欢这个颜色,只是她酷爱此色,而我却酷爱她,爱屋及乌了.我很感谢她,虽然可能没办法再见了.但因为她,我长大了,有了烦恼,让我懂得了很多很多.这辈子不行的话,希望下辈子我们还是能相遇.我恨过她,因为我的不成熟,我爱她,因为我的不成熟.现在我会等待会努力,因为我长大.我认为一切都是值得的.

  有时候一直在想,人怎么才算长大?为什么长大了就有这样那样的烦恼?突然想起佛教的说法.当一个婴儿出生时是最纯洁无暇的,也是最快乐的.长大后,就有了欲望有了烦恼.当你摆脱这些欲望这些烦恼,你就能成佛,就能回极乐世界. 真的好高的境界.我做不到.所以我不快乐.我会生气会嫉妒会.说实话,我是没什么恒心的.对于她,可能是唯一 的一个例外.她对我说过她是适合一个街角的祝福的人.我明白.她的懂事是我在同龄人中从没见过的.可能这是吸引我的一个原因吧.

  现在她应该过得很好.有人能逗她开心照顾她,给她那些现在的我给不了的东西.我对她说:说你能真正快乐我才能快乐." 假的! 心中除了酸楚,别无其他! 人长大了,就虚伪了. 心中不管如何难受, 脸上要依旧带着笑容.今天的我做到了!我长大了.我可以带着笑容,给你婚礼的祝福.如果失去你是我成长的代价.那我已经长大了,只是这代价需要我用一辈子去偿还.

  希望有一天你会听到下面这首歌:

I know that you lied to me 
Using gentle words to shatter me 
Your words are like a dream 
But dreams could never fool me 
It's not right to me... 

I'm acting so distant now 
Turned my back as you walked away 
But I was listening 
But you fight your battles far from me 
It's not right to me... 

"Don't you worry 'cause I come back." 
I could hear you speaking as 
you walked through the door 
I acted strong to hide 
the pain when I turned back the pages 
Crying out a windy answer 
What if I shed my tears and begged you not to leave? 

But now I'm not afraid 
To do what's tell my heart... 

Those thousand words have never been spoken 
So far away I'm sending them to you wherever you are 
Suspended on shiny wings 

Those thousand words have never been spoken 
They'll cradle you, make you no longer dare seem 
So far away, and hold you forever 

That dream isn't over yet 
I pretend and say, "I can't forget." 
I still live in my day 
You've been there with me all the way 
It's not right of me... 

"Don't you worry 'cause I'll write to you." 
I could see you speaking as you looked away 
I acted strong to hide the 
love when I turned back the pages 
Anger might've been the answer 
But if I shook my head and said that I can't wait 

But now I'm not afraid 
To do what's tell my heart... 

Those thousand words have never been spoken 
So far away I'm sending them to you wherever you are 
Suspended on shiny wings 

Those thousands words have never been spoken 
They'll cradle you, make you no longer dare seem 
So far away and hold you forever 

Those thousand words have never been spoken 
La la la la 
I'm sending them to you wherever you are 
Suspended on shiny wings 

Those thousands words have never been spoken  
 歌的名字叫:千言万语.

  我爱的人啊.我们会再见的.